The Most Expensive Coffee I’ve Ever Had: a lesson in Kingdom strategy

A while back, when we were still in the States I bought a Latte at Starbucks.  A venti.  It was pricey for sure.  But then I pulled out of the parking lot with my extra big coffee and it tumbled out of my cup holder and spilled all over the floor of my van.  Nice.  I had nothing with me to mop it up and we were on our way to a doctors appointment.  I just had to leave it and deal with it later.  And deal with it I did.  After a day of running around the nice aromatics of coffee began to shift and we were now all suffering the aromatics of soured milk.   A long story short (is it already too late for that?) we had to have the van detailed…twice, to try to get the smell out.  I then joked that it was the most expensive coffee I never got to drink.  But last weekend bumped this coffee story to second place.

How much would you pay to impact one single person with the Love of Jesus?  How much of your money?  your time?  your stress?  I am a believer in being smart and strategic in a mission.  So which is smarter?  More strategic?  To share God’s love to as many people as quickly as possible?  Sure.  Sometimes.  There certainly are times that you think big and lo and behold, God is thinking 10 times bigger and you just hold on for the ride!  Sometimes.  Then there are those times that you leave the 99 and go for the 1.  It seems so so backwards, like bad missional strategy, doesn’t it?  Think of how those 99 could then turn around and impact even more for the Kingdom?!

But just like God’s Kingdom economy is upside down in our eyes so is His strategy for reaching the lost with His love.  How do we come into play?  Availability.  Willingness.  Release.  We make ourselves available to move ourselves, to open our eyes to what He is doing; to love someone.  We become willing, taking care to remove and keep down the hedges that distance us from others.  We release the notion of “OURS.”  Our money.  Our time.  Our peace.  No.  We release all that.  It is His to do with as He pleases.

This past weekend we took a journey as a family to the most rural place in France I think.  It was beautiful but the process of getting there was horrendous.  We knew it was important Kingdom work because the enemy was working overtime to thwart us, to discourage us, even to steal from us: our peace, our love, our luggage.  We have learned to do battle in those moments: we give God praise and we demand of the enemy restoration of all things stolen!

We were blessed to have a weekend of refreshing in the beautiful countryside.  The children played with sheep and hens and newborn lambs; they romped through green grass and picked flowers.  We sat in the sunshine under blue skies and listened to nothing but the sound of the children laughing and the birds singing.  It was just lovely.  We had a wonderful time encouraging and being encouraged with fellow believers.  There are no churches in any direction closer than an hour by car.  Are you hearing me?!  NO churches!     There is the Catholic church but even in this area of France there was 1 priest for 35 churches.  It is probably the most neglected and abandoned area in Christendom.

But back to the coffee.  On Sunday, after a little prayer and singing with our new friends, we were invited over for coffee by their neighbor, Madame Paulette.  She had seen the children playing and I had spoken to her briefly the day before.  It is a bit rare to be invited into a French person’s home if they dont know you.  So we quickly accepted the invitation.  We went and she served cake and coffee and juice for the kids.  The kids played with her dog.  We were only there for about a half hour.  But before we left we asked if we could pray for her and over her home.  She didnt really respond, but she didnt say “no” so we went for it.  We held hands all around and prayed in English and a bit in French and asked for blessing to cover over her and her house.  It was pretty simple.  We said our goodbyes but as we left she was crying and begging us to pray for her husband too.  He is in hospital in another city.  We assured her we would.  In my broken French I told her that Jesus saw her, that He loved her and that He saw her as His special daughter.  And she cried.  And we knew.  Knew that though the rest in the countryside was lovely it was only an added blessing.  We were there for Madame Paulette.

We surely could have taken the money and the time we spent in going there for more strategic ministry work.  But that is what Judas accused Jesus of too, being wasteful for the sake of one.

May we always be available and willing to lavish our love on Him and His love on others.

Please keep us and France in your prayers.  This country needs Jesus so much.  They are so hungry for it.  There are many many “Madame Paulettes” all over France.  How will they know if no one will come for a cup of coffee?

PS.  If you are curious, Madame Paulette’s story is not over.  I have her address and will be writing to her every so often, sending pictures of the children and a devotional book in French.  She is ours to care for, a precious gift from the Lord.

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Missions Minus God = Nothing

Missional should never be more than God.  Perhaps there is another way to say that.  If you take the mission, or the church plant or the vision or the team and you subtract God you should be left with nothing.  If you still have something then you are worshiping an idol.

There comes a time when the mission or vision you have been working towards is fulfilled.  It is in that place that you discover if there is idolatry.  Hear me on this.  I am not saying that natural emotions about things beginning and things ending is idolatry.  I’m not saying that.  What I am saying is that our emotions are a natural litmus test for us.  Are we able to press through the let down of a task being fulfilled and press into Jesus?  Or do we have to find the new task?

Journey International recently arrived at the end of the beginning of our goal.  We are in France!  We have been working to this end for 10 years.  And so now that we are here, now that we have seen the Eiffel Tower and walked through Notre Dame; now that we have recovered from jet lag and embraced the chilly weather, we are faced with a much more daunting task: life after arrival.  We have reached the finish line so to speak and it is a bit of let down.  Can I be that frank and honest with all of you?

There is something in us “missionaries” that tells us to make sure everyone sees that it is noble, good work for the kingdom; we certainly don’t want to scare off perspective missionaries!  Yet, honestly, I would rather tell it like it is and have perspective “anybodies” realize from the get go that this thing, this work, is worthless without Him.  This certainly doesn’t just apply to missions.  You can take this truth into any part of life. Whatever you are doing, it is utterly worthless…without Jesus.  HE makes our work, our mission, our vision noble.  There is a reason we are to fix our eyes on Him while we run the race.  It isn’t because the race is just too difficult (although that could be a valid reason!).  It is because we should never run it just because it is there to be run!

Saying what you do is for His glory is one thing.  Doing what you do for His glory is another.

Perhaps your wondering if I say all this to inform you that our race to France has been anti-climactic or not quite what we thought or that we are disappointed, doubting.  No.  It is everything we have thought it would be and more.  We are simply at that place of realizing we must bring it ALL to the altar and let it be consumed by His fire; it is time for us to present our race as a sacrifice.

You see there is always a new race to be run.  Sometimes there is a waiting time before it begins.  It doesn’t matter what stage of the race we are at, we bring it to the altar and let His glory burn.

It reminds me of this song by United Pursuit.  Soak in it for a bit and then take your sacrifice to the altar.

PS.  If you are wondering what life for us looks like in France then hop over to The One Armed Chef for real life stories and pictures.  To donate toward our work in France click here.

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France Q&A

For our sending out we prepared a presentation that puts our heart for France in a concise video.  We also answered questions about our heart for France.  Thank you to all of you who have stood with us and prayed with us and given of your resources to bring it all to fruition.  You are gratefully appreciated and this is in many ways a tribute to you all.

JourneyInternational2012 (click to see the presentation)

France Q&A

1.  What are you going to be doing in France this next six months?
I am going to be taking french language and cultural courses at the Catholic University in Paris.  This will allow me to meet most of my course requirements for obtaining my minor in French.  We will also be meeting with other missionaries and building relationships with our contacts there.  We are blessed to be living with a couple who love the Lord and walk in the supernatural.  They own a Christian publishing company and live just outside of Paris.
2.  How did you get to this place of being mobilized into missions?
We really want to give God glory on this journey that He has brought us on.  He put a desire and a heart for cross cultural ministry in us when we were both young. France was the place we never expected to be sent to but also the place we couldnt stop thinking about!  He began to stir up what He had deposited in us about 9 years ago.  It was at this point that we learned how to follow that calling.  We have really really messed up along the way.  We got ourselves into significant debt and our lifestyle showed no evidence that we were preparing for foreign missions.  But He kept calling to us and frustrating us (!) and teaching us more of His Word.  After 6 years of doing things in our power and our strength God mercifully awakened us to our need to repent of the debt, not just be sorry, but repent.  We began asking God for mercy.  We also began researching France, doing our homework, preparing ourselves for when God mobilized us.  Our 7th year was our year of Jubilee.  In Israel this was a year that all the slaves were set free.  It was that year He delivered us from all our debt!
3 What happens after your time in France?
We are coming back at the end of July and Peter will finish his coursework towards his major in Hotel Management.  Our longterm vision is to return to France shortly after that and pursue buying and running a hotel in France.  Our heart is to minister to whoever God brings through our door and would be honored if we could offer rest and restoration for missionaries from around the world.  You can read more about the details of our vision on our ministry website journeyinternational.org
4. What advice would you have for others who might have a heart for missions?
There is something powerful about being commissioned by the Lord out of a place of intimacy with the Lord.  It is not something that we understood or entered into fully until recently and we feel like we spent so much time questioning and doubting and toiling instead of resting in the Lord and in His timing.  There is a divine tension of actively waiting on the Lord and it is so much easier to live in that place when you are positioning yourself in the Presence of the Lord.  When missions becomes an act of worship to the Lord, then you know your motivation is right.

 

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A New Season on the Horizon

Journey International is so very excited to announce a new season in our ministry and our lives.  France is officially on the horizon!  The Fowler family will be leaving for a six month study abroad program at the end of January and will return to the states at the end of July.  We are so amazed at how God has set it all up and the doors He has opened.  He has provided a place for our entire family to stay, money for all of Peter’s schooling while there and friendships to deepen all over Europe.  We have many prayer requests in regards to this time abroad but I will share the top ones here and a way for you to partner with us.

Prayer:

* transition!!!  again!!!  We are back in our house after 6 months in temporary housing due to the tornado.  The kids are doing well but we are now looking at another big transition.  Grace needed all around!!!

* details with travel, passports, visas, tickets, luggage etc etc ad naseum.  Wow, the details are overwhelming.  Pray we won’t miss anything important!!

* Finances.  God has provided SO much above and beyond we could ever imagine and we are confident He will provide for the remainder of the funds needed to make 6 months in France happen.  We will need additional funds for housing, food, and in-country travel.

Now more on how you can partner with us in this new season:

Trinity Chapel, our home sending church has made giving so easy!  Can I just give a BIG shout out to all the amazing folks at Trinity who make amazing things happen??!!  Thank you so much for all you do!!!  So giving directly to Journey International is so super easy and every penny will go towards our time in France.  The funds will be tax deductible and you will get a receipt from Trinity immediately in your email.

Go to www.trinitychapel.com and click on the “Giving” tab on the far right.  Then click on “missions” and scroll down to find our name “Peter and Emily Fowler.”  Follow the giving instructions and your done!

We are so grateful for all the support and prayer and love that you have all given us!!!  God is so worthy of our praise and worship!  We have been listening a lot to Harvest Bashta and one of her songs in particular sums up our sentiments at this time, so I just have to share it with you all.  Enjoy!

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His Presence is Enough, and we want MORE

Seriously, it is.  If you are sitting there thinking, “what exactly is His presence anyway?” your not alone.  It is a little hard to put your finger on it, until you experience it and then you KNOW what it is and you can’t get enough!  We experienced this recently and we are undone.  But just a few weeks ago I wouldnt have been able to really say much about “the presence” if you asked me.  Im not sure why that is though because it is ALL over scripture.  Now every time I open the Bible the word and the idea of His Presence jumps off the page!

Like Joshua not wanting to leave the presence of God in the tabernacle…

Like Moses talking face to face with the Lord in His presence…

Like David setting up 24/7 worship because he was so addicted to the Presence…

Like the early church getting literally blown off their feet at Pentecost by the Presence and then changing the world…

It’s everywhere in there.  The cool thing about being in the presence of God, feeling the awe, being overcome by His great love, doesn’t create a bunch of supernatural thrill seekers.  It doesn’t.  Sure there are people like that out there but that is not what the Presence produces.  It produces people who are hungry for the Word, people who are hungry for the fellowship of believers, hungry for worship, hungry for MORE.

And that’s where we are at.  The Lord has put a cool thing together that happens to meet in our home.  We call it the “un-named thing.”  It’s kind of a funny name but it came about because we didnt want to label it, we just wanted Jesus to do whatever He wanted.  We didn’t want some title to limit what people thought could or should happen.  And so every friday night we come together and fellowship, share some good food and really good coffee and then we seek His presence.  We break open the Word and let His truth soak in.  We insist that no one leaves who needs prayer.  So we pray for people and we see them healed of all kinds of things, physical, emotional, relational.  And when it’s over we lay down on Friday nights (most of the time it is early morning by the time we get there) and are just amazed at our God, at His insanely huge love for us, at His addictive Presence!!!

Not sure if you have experienced the presence of God?  We at Journey International challenge you to ask Him for it.  And then see what happens in your life, in your times with Him.  Here is a song that has been in our head for weeks now about His presence and it is such a wonderful prayer to sing.

Be blessed, hunger for more.  And if you are in our area on a Friday night you are welcome to come and hunger with us!

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His ways

Due to circumstances out of our control (tornados, visas etc) Journey International will not be going to Ireland this summer.  We have mixed feelings about this but feel confident that this is God closing doors and that it is not a block from the enemy.  We have had other doors open to us and so we are in the process of praying about those possibilities.  Continue praying with us for the city of Tuscaloosa and for the plans that God has for this ministry for this year.  Check back in for further updates on our ministry!

Peter and Emily Fowler

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Pray for our city…

On April 27th our city was hit with a EF4 tornado that destroyed homes and lives.  Here is a link to Emily’s personal blog with our story and ways you can pray for this city.  We are currently “homeless” although have been well cared for.  Pray the details of the next few months in regards to housing and another vehicle would be brought into line.  God has provided for us amazingly and we have been praying for total restoration for what the enemy has stolen!  Thank you for joining us in prayer!

Please visit The One Armed Chef for our story and some scenes from our city.

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Journey On–to the World and in Relationships

Sometimes all you can do is keep on keeping on.  This isnt a random concept.  We see it in the Bible, persevere, run the race, keep the faith.  Keep on!  Yet, as we are Americans we find we have to battle just to keep on keeping on.  Our culture tells us if its worth having, it better be available NOW.

I was recently challenged by a missionary biography I read.  The man prayed for something for 9 months.  You might not think that is all that amazing but I dont mean that he woke up and while getting dressed before he started his day threw a little prayer up at God about something.  No, this man was yearning and groaning before the Lord, he did little else during that time, he was so desperate to hear from the Lord.  I realized that my idea of perseverance, at least in prayer anyway, consists of 20 minutes, not 9 months!

Why is it so hard sometimes to keep on keeping on anyway?  Lets look at the World.  We know God’s heart is for EVERYONE to come to life in Him and we know He has commissioned US with this task.  And maybe that’s why, maybe it’s the “everyone” and “us” part that makes the job seem daunting and well, unattainable.  The Bible says that a people without a vision perish.

I experienced this once on youth mission trip and it always comes to mind when I hear that verse.  We had been asked to clear a plot of ground where a parking lot would be poured.  We were serving at a Bible college in the Bahamas and the building and grounds had been built piece by piece by helping hands over the years.  And here we were with the important job of prepping the parking lot for pavement.  The only problem is that the plot was filled with stones and rocks and small boulders.  Our team went to work moving the stones by hand, filling buckets, rolling them off.  After a couple of hours of hard work in the hot sun we stopped and looked around us and realized it looked like we had done NOTHING!  Our hearts failed.  How could we keep on with no end in sight?  How could we keep on with no sign of making a difference?  Our youth pastor quoted that verse and it sure stuck with me, I had the context for it with my hurting hands and fatigue.  Isnt that what our ministry fields are like sometimes?  A big field full of heavy stones?  Even when you have a team working, the load can be daunting.

What about in relationships?  Ultimately the great commission is about relationships.  We can look at our mission to the world as a field of rocks, maybe a stadium full of people would be better, a stadium full of relationships.  Well, that sounds more daunting than the field!  Can anyone relate with me here?  Relationships are hard, they get messy, they hurt.  It’s complicated.  How many are just keeping on with no joy?  The emotional burden that relationships cause is so overwhelming!

The other day I came across this word from someone, “Is your confidence in yourself or God? (lip service is cheap) An easy litmus test…your emotions. Do you have PEACE & JOY? Rms 15:13 says – we will have Joy & Peace when we trust Him! Jer 17:7 says we are blessed if we trust Him. But, Jer 17:5 says we’ll be cursed if we trust ourselves, man & the world system. Put your trust back in Him & experience Joy, Peace & His Blessings!!”

It made me stop and think about my own “work” in the ministry?  Was I experiencing Joy?  Peace?  Blessing?  I could answer “yes” to a degree but it was the Joy and Peace part that pushed me into reflection.  How often am I clearing a rock field with no joy and far from peace?  No one could enjoy that kind of work without joy and peace.  The thing about that task of clearing rocks is that as long as we focused on the impossibility of the task, the vission-less (no end in sight) field, we would be striving and miserable.  The Word is clear to not focus on that though, to focus on Jesus.  You can endure MANY trials and tribulations and rock fields and messy hurtful relationships when your eyes are on the King, on the Savior, on He who delights in you!

We have further insight in Revelation 2.  The Lord’s tender conviction brought this home for me just last night as I was laying in bed.  In His letter to the church at Ephesus He tells them something about Himself before getting into the heart of the issue.  He tells them that He holds the seven stars and walks among the seven lampstands.  In chapter 1 Jesus already explains that the seven stars are the messengers and the seven lampstands are the seven churches in Asia.  So Jesus is saying that He walks among the churches.  Then He goes on to speak of their works, their labor and patience, how they do not bear those that are evil and that they have tested false apostles; they had persevered, had patience and had labored for His name and had not become weary.  In other words or in our words, they had labored in that rock field and endured messy relationships…with flying colors!  wow!  But we cant stop there.  Then He says, “Nevertheless I have this against you, that you have left your first love.”

This church was doing the work and doing it well and yet Jesus warns that if they didnt get back to their “first love” that He would come “quickly and remove your lampstand from it’s place–unless you repent.”  Sometimes reading Revelation can seem like trying to decode a riddle.  But when you stop trying to be so philosophical it reads pretty straightforward.  In the first part of the letter Jesus offers the cure for their problem.  He reiterates the answer at the end of the letter: “To him who overcomes I will give to eat from the tree of life, which is in the midst of the Paradise of God.”  The tree of life was last seen and tasted of by Adam and Eve when they still enjoyed intimacy and communion with God.  When they sinned they were banned from the Garden but worse the intimacy and communion was cut off.  Do you see what Jesus is saying in Revelation?  This church was so faithful in their work but their eyes were not on Jesus, at least they were not seeing Him with the love and passion they first knew Him with.  Jesus tells them the answer.  He is among us, stop working as if He is not even in the room!  He desires intimacy with us ABOVE the work.  Our labor “for” Him, our “keep on, keeping on” for Him should be a by-product of our intimacy with Him.  And what will happen if we dont repent?  Jesus says He will remove our ministry.  His love and jealousy is so intense for us that He will remove all distractions from our lives.

You know the funny thing is that when realizing the problem with our striving and laboring, when presented with the answer (intimacy with Christ), am I the only one that then sets up a plan to ensure my intimacy with Him?  Do you go right to striving to not strive? Sheesh.  Jesus is so patient with me!  Just stop.  Repent.  Take a deep breath and bask in His presence.  Jesus says this of us, of you, of me, “You have ravished my heart, With one look of your eyes.” (Songs 4)  Do you realize that He wants intimacy with you?

Here is my commission to myself: Enjoy Jesus, Delight in Jesus, bask in His delight of you.  Ministry will come, the field will be cleared, the relationships not only endured but enjoyed, but first…Jesus.

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Journey International Goes to Ireland!

We are excited to announce that we will be taking a team of worshippers to Ireland this summer!  This journey God has us on is never boring that’s for sure!  God began to form this trip last fall and we are now in the throws of finding airfare and booking lodging.  This is the first team we have lead and we are excited to see what God is going to grow in us during the process.  We will be working with Discovery Church in Galway Ireland.  They are doing some pretty incredible things in their community and we cant wait to glean from their wisdom!  We will be posting updates on the trip and a prayer list soon!

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